The title is in reference to my lack of posts in the past few weeks. Lots of stuff happening and my brain wasn't ready to be utilised in a blogging manner.
Well I had a slip...which is why I initially stopped...and it has taken till now for me to confess LOLLLLLLL.
Twas just a lil one.....and it rectified itself within 4 hours which resulted in only 5 alcholic drinks....and was followed by a return to diet coke....AND definite proof that drinking to relieve stress and anxiety is totally pointless.
It is funny really, because I had envisioned my first slip to involve drinking to the point of passing out....but instead it only exacerbated my bad mood and made me feel worse....so i stopped.
Anyway....this was followed by me getting a cold...which felt like the flu....which ended up being pneumonia and I had a 4 day stay in Hospital. Xrays have revealled Emphasyma sooooooo on the 20th of July I will be starting a course of 'Champix' tablets. The stopping of smoking has been brought forward dramatically....and is only delayed till July because I have to make sure I have all of the current medication out of my system and am well.
Now.....ON TOP of all that......the friendship I have developed with the bloke has moved into a 'relationship'!!!
So here I am....reeling somewhat from the past months developments.
However....I am happy to report in summary....that my deviation from the road to sobriety was a mere footstep off the verge....and I have no immediate plans to stray off course again.
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